Control

I dont mean to tell you what to do, I just love you enough to say what you don't want to hear, even if that means you'd hate me for it.

I broke trust with my best friend in the entire world. I screwed everything up, and I can't apologize enough. I care so much about you, I wish you could see that, but I know it comes off as me trying to control your life. I just want to help you do what's right so that your life can be filled with happiness and love for the Lord. I pray for you every night and I just wish you would see me as a friend you can be with, and not see me as you're ex girlfriend, because you weren't just some boy to me, you were my everything, my love, and my christopher.

I am so sorry.

I miss you.

I love you.

and I'll always be here 

for You.

I promise.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCq6Y3gTN7M